the original dream plus more

i decided to make this for angie so here it is: (this is very long, so bare with me)

it all started a couple weeks ago when i had a dream of angie and cristina. they walked right into my room and started eating. angie sat on my bed watching tv (even tho there really is no tv in my room). that was it. all i remember was being mad at angie cuz i'm kinda a clean freak about my bed, but honestly i have nothing against angie. it was just a weird dream because at the time i barely knew cristina and angie.


the next one i had was with janice, meechy and my friend jon. we were sitting at the table by the kitchen. in this one, all i remember was janice having a boyfriend and meechy being kinda mean. once again i have no idea where this came from because i've never thought meechy was mean, meechy's nice!


so the next one was pretty simple and i can only remember cristina, janice, and cressa being in it. a bunch of liwanag people and my high school friends were eating at a long table. cristina had really short hair, it was shorter than mine. then she said she was gonna get extensions, janice and cressa said they'd help her. apparently they couldn't put the extensions so cristina was sad cuz her hair was just short. that was all.


ok, so now the most recent dream, which i had last night, was pretty freaky/scary.

i was eating dinner at brandywine with my old friend john cunanan (i've never actually been in brandywine). then i decided to go home which happened to be a cottage in the middle of the forest. i walked for a long time in the dark on this dirt pathway. finally i got there and this creepy woman was telling me that it was time for dinner. i felt like i knew her, but i didn't really know who she was.

i decided to go outside because angie's truck was there but she wasn't. while i was outside, random people from liwanag kept going in, but i never saw them come back out. the last person i specifically remember walking in was brenton and of course, i never saw him walk back out.

i walked back inside and the creepy woman was gone. then as i went into another room, there was a whole bunch of dead bodies. sorry to say, but brenton was the only face i could clearly see. (i don't know why i saw brenton there, i don't want anything bad to happen to him!) i started to freak out and i ran to the closet. don't know why i ran there, but then i found everyone's shoes, mostly nike. in my head i was thinking, this crazy woman killed my friends and took off their shoes and put them in my closet. i grabbed everyone's shoes as if i was trying to cover up the crime. as i was carrying everyone's shoes out, the woman popped out from behind the counter with a knife. i told her i was eating at brandywine with friends, and she said ok, but come back soon.

i carried the shoes outside to see jonas in the driver's seat of angie's truck. he yelled, "hurry, get in the car!" (cuz jonas can yell) i threw all the shoes in the bed of the truck and opened the passenger door. i didn't sit in it, i just hung on to the door as jonas drove away. we argued for awhile because jonas didn't know which pathways to take to get brandywine. he later said, i'll walk you back to the cottage, but i yelled back at him, "Never, never go back to that cottage. it's dangerous, never go back, promise me jonas!" jonas promised and then we ate at brandywine. that was it.


i never even went back to save the others. it was sad, sometimes i don't understand the choices i make in my dreams. anyone have any ideas why? ok, until the next dream, which will probably be tonight.

~here's to sweet dreams, hopefully!