new dream

ok, so i finally had another dream. i'm assuming i had several dreams, but my brain was only capable of recovering and compiling certain images and some audio. and all by itself, my brain composed what seemed like one long dream. it all pieced together very well even though they're parts from different dreams.
so here it is:

it started with me at shawshank getting ready for class. my best friend from high school came over to hang out with all the other roommates while i was gone. (weird cuz my friend doesn't know any of them.) so i went to class and then the next thing i remember was there was a liwanag meeting. it wasn't at interfaith, it was at some other trailor. outside of the trailor there was a circular table with an umbrella and 6 people were sitting around it. there were 2 guys, one was brenton i think, but he had blonde hair (really funny looking). the others were cristina, janice, frances, and my friend. apparently earlier in the day frances threw a basketball at my face and i got a bloody nose. also the basketball knocked out a tooth and chipped the tooth next to it. i had a bunch of gauze in my mouth because i was trying to stop the bleeding.

anyways i walked over to that table and sadly janice and cristina were laughing at me. cristina asked what i was going to do about the missing tooth. i just said i didn't know. then it was time for the meeting to start so we walked into this room where there were lots of people. i specifically remember there being many football players in blue uniforms on one side of the room. and to add to the strangeness of this dream, there were 2 sarah's. they looked exactly the same, however there was one major difference, one of them wasn't catholic. when we started to pray the rosary, she didn't know what to do. when we were praying the rosary, the football players were making soo much noise we couldn't pray. so we decided to split up into two groups. even after we did that, we still didn't pray the whole rosary.

while we were praying, i saw angie and rica in the room next to us. they were planning something. then angie came into our room and started pushing people aside. i got pushed and asked why she was so mad and frustrated. sarah told me that she was just stressed out about something. then suddenly they were saying it was time for dinner. (you see, this was potluck) but instead of everyone bringing food, there was only two types of food, mash potatoes (my personal favorite) and salmon (good, but very random). we all went to the kitchen, but we couldn't eat because all the football players were in there. so i went outside and started to explain to the non-catholic sarah that we don't always have potlucks and that the meetings are different everytime.

later i looked at a mirror to see how bad the missing tooth looked. brenton and janice came over and said it didn't look bad. when i removed the gauze, my left front tooth was missing. in my personal opinion, it looked pretty bad, but i was probably only dreaming about my teeth because i had a dentist appointment today. anyways, something else happened, but because i'm writing this so late in the day i can't remember what it was. that was also about the time my alarm went off, so that part of the dream is fuzzy.
this dream took a lot of energy out of me so i was still tired when i woke up, man i hate when that happens!

i've had dreams, but a few minutes after i wake up, i forget them. i shall see what happens after tonight.

the original dream plus more

i decided to make this for angie so here it is: (this is very long, so bare with me)

it all started a couple weeks ago when i had a dream of angie and cristina. they walked right into my room and started eating. angie sat on my bed watching tv (even tho there really is no tv in my room). that was it. all i remember was being mad at angie cuz i'm kinda a clean freak about my bed, but honestly i have nothing against angie. it was just a weird dream because at the time i barely knew cristina and angie.


the next one i had was with janice, meechy and my friend jon. we were sitting at the table by the kitchen. in this one, all i remember was janice having a boyfriend and meechy being kinda mean. once again i have no idea where this came from because i've never thought meechy was mean, meechy's nice!


so the next one was pretty simple and i can only remember cristina, janice, and cressa being in it. a bunch of liwanag people and my high school friends were eating at a long table. cristina had really short hair, it was shorter than mine. then she said she was gonna get extensions, janice and cressa said they'd help her. apparently they couldn't put the extensions so cristina was sad cuz her hair was just short. that was all.


ok, so now the most recent dream, which i had last night, was pretty freaky/scary.

i was eating dinner at brandywine with my old friend john cunanan (i've never actually been in brandywine). then i decided to go home which happened to be a cottage in the middle of the forest. i walked for a long time in the dark on this dirt pathway. finally i got there and this creepy woman was telling me that it was time for dinner. i felt like i knew her, but i didn't really know who she was.

i decided to go outside because angie's truck was there but she wasn't. while i was outside, random people from liwanag kept going in, but i never saw them come back out. the last person i specifically remember walking in was brenton and of course, i never saw him walk back out.

i walked back inside and the creepy woman was gone. then as i went into another room, there was a whole bunch of dead bodies. sorry to say, but brenton was the only face i could clearly see. (i don't know why i saw brenton there, i don't want anything bad to happen to him!) i started to freak out and i ran to the closet. don't know why i ran there, but then i found everyone's shoes, mostly nike. in my head i was thinking, this crazy woman killed my friends and took off their shoes and put them in my closet. i grabbed everyone's shoes as if i was trying to cover up the crime. as i was carrying everyone's shoes out, the woman popped out from behind the counter with a knife. i told her i was eating at brandywine with friends, and she said ok, but come back soon.

i carried the shoes outside to see jonas in the driver's seat of angie's truck. he yelled, "hurry, get in the car!" (cuz jonas can yell) i threw all the shoes in the bed of the truck and opened the passenger door. i didn't sit in it, i just hung on to the door as jonas drove away. we argued for awhile because jonas didn't know which pathways to take to get brandywine. he later said, i'll walk you back to the cottage, but i yelled back at him, "Never, never go back to that cottage. it's dangerous, never go back, promise me jonas!" jonas promised and then we ate at brandywine. that was it.


i never even went back to save the others. it was sad, sometimes i don't understand the choices i make in my dreams. anyone have any ideas why? ok, until the next dream, which will probably be tonight.

~here's to sweet dreams, hopefully!