Tuesday, June 27, 2006

clubbing anyone?

my most recent dream consisted of going to a club. it was rather strange, but then again so is every other dream i've had. before heading to the club, i was with my parents heading to visit my cousin, Angie. It was her son's bday party and so we were driving up these hills. i felt really confused because we went to pick up some lady at an apartment and then we drove to this family party. then next thing i know kathee comes and picks me up from the fam party.

i didn't know where we were going, but i followed along anyways. suddenly she stops in front of a building and there's a huge line outside. we get out of the car and pass up all the people in line and just walk right in. (i figured that's cuz kathee's cool like that.) inside it's like a club. kathee and i stroll in and the first thing we do is head for the bar. kathee asks me why i'm wearing jeans and i notice that i'm not at all in clubbing attire. i'm wearing worn out jeans with a random t-shirt. i disregard it and continue walking. then at the bar, to my surprise kay turns around with 2 glasses of something in her hand. she hands one to kathee and then asks if i want one. i think about taking the cup then i say, "no, it's cool. i'll be the designated driver." that's when they start drinking up. i kinda just stood there while everyone is dancing.

suddenly the atmosphere changes and people start talking about a competition. we start separating into groups. a bunch of people on one side and the rest on the other. that's when i lost kathee and kay. it became one of those really bad futuristic movies where everyone is like a drone wearing the same thing. there are glowsticks everywhere and it's dark. i head over to the left, and i notice that i'm still wearing my jeans and t-shirt. everyone starts chatting saying we can beat the other team cuz we got a bunch of smart people. i look around and see some old high school friends who everyone associated as smart (you know those honors/AP kids that headed off to stanford and berkley) then some guy up in the corner asks a question. a bunch of people start raising their hands and he picks a few. apparently my team got the question right. then the guy asks another question and i hear this boy on the other team shouting, "pick me, i know the answer!" he has his hand raised up really high. he gets picked and says the correct answer, but instead of awarding that team a point, he gets to move over to my team. turns out the boy is erwin. he happily jumps over to our team.

at this point i'm even more confused and the crowd starts to get restless so i decided to leave. i ran outside and i found myself in a huge movie theater. i start running through passing different movie room. i pass theaters 3, 4, 5 and then i stop at 7. all the theaters are chain locked. but 7 opens. it's dark inside and i can't see anyone. i get scared so i leave. then there are huge crowds outside. i start making my way through them because i see kathee in the distance. i try to catch up, but people kept getting in my way. i continue to see old friends even back from elementary school and it's still somewhat dark and futuristic like. however i never catch up to kathee because that's when i woke up. hmm...am i cluttering up my past and present? i don't know, but apparently i'm just trying to chase kathee down. haha, ok that's all for now. peace out fellow dreamers! :)

Sunday, June 25, 2006

out of tune?!

finally a dream to blog about. actually it's not too exciting, it's hardly even blog worthy, but its the only whole dream i can piece together. so here it is:


it basically started with frances and me going back to our old elementary school with an old friend from middle school. while we were there, frances kept talking to the secretaries asking for a job application. in the meantime i was just wandering around the office with my friend chatting it up. finally frances filled out a job application, but she started complaining about direct deposit. i had no idea why she was talking about that when she hadn't even gotten the job yet.

anywho, after that incident we left. suddenly it was really dark and gloomy outside. it was like we were at some old castle and we were at the edge of a wall. i was by myself and i didn't know where fran and my friend went. that's when i saw someone jump off the wall. it was some guy, i'm not quite sure who. all i remember was he was wearing a tuxedo. the guy commited suicide in a tuxedo. i looked over to see what happened but when i looked over it was pitch black. so i didn't know where he went.

then out of no where, i jumped. but instead of dying, i landed in a huge pile of foam cushions. it was rather comfy. that's when i saw lights in the distance and heard music. i can't remember what songs they were singing, but i was drawn to the light and music. so i got off the comfy cushions and walked in some dirt to a group of people. turns out the light was coming from this apartment complex and the electricity was out. so there were a bunch of people with candles outside singing. and to my surprise the group of people singing was music min and some other people i didn't recognize. i guess music min was practicing or something. they stopped singing when i got there and i just sat down in exhaustion. it seemed fairly normal...dean and angie had guitars in their hands, mel was at the piano and everyone else had lyrics. i wanted to sing along with them, but for some reason i was really sad. i think i was mourning the death of that guy who had jumped. they started singing again and i cried as they sung. then they started singing this song i had never heard before. i read the title on the paper and it was called "Oh Halleluja!" (i don't know where that title came from.) at first they were singing well as usual, then out of no where i heard this really out of tune voice. it was really bad. not only was this person out of tune, they had terrible timing. everyone would start singing a line and then they'd say the line after everyone. i wanted to know who it was, so i lifted my head and turned around. and right behind me with that completely out of tune voice was...

janice.

haha...yes, i too was shocked, but that's also when my mom busted into the room and started saying it's time for church and we're late. which usually means we have time, but need to get out of bed. so that's when the dream ended. funny huh? janice apparently is not only mean in my dreams (refer to pillow stepping dream), she can't sing even though i know she can sing very well. i also want to try to remember who commited suicide, but i can't see their face. i thought the candle light and music drawing me in was cool, but me trying to commit suicide, not cool. thank goodness for soft foamy cushions. hmm...i wonder who saved me. well yea, that's basically it. sorry it's been such a long time since i've updated. hope u enjoyed this dream. good night and sweet dreams!!